Talk to me. I need to hear from you only.

Thursday, May 27, 2021

Hold

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 Could we begin again as friends after all this my insanity is over? It is what I hold as my hope.

Service

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 I will always be at your service.

Will

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 I am absolutely devoted to him. I have no expectations, except his happiness and safety.  To think of never seeing him again saddens and pa...

Than

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 Bad people should not be allowed to hurt friends. I will never allow them to take friendship down. A chip may form, but it won't cause ...

Know

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 I would love to see you again and know you are doing well. 

Weird.....

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 I still can't go to get medical help, because the crazy woman is still loose.... isn't she? I have 2 places where I get pain after ...
Wednesday, May 26, 2021

F & Z

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 Stephen Colbert just made a spoof reference to "Franny and Zooey"! He called it: "Franny and Zombie!"  I miss you so mu...

EF

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 I try not to let anything hurt me any longer, but it ebbs and flows.

Protection

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 I don't mean to sound like a jerk with the questions. I have been treated terribly every step of the way and I want to know if I am bei...

Turn

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 I am always in the dark. It isn't nice and it is frustrating, plus I was torn down to the lowest ebb. That awful woman came into the co...

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Ignore

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 I am not trying to be obnoxious. I just enjoy expressing my feelings at times. Ignore me. Most people do. I was almost murdered. I am celeb...
Tuesday, May 25, 2021

Obviously

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I know that if everything is left up to the status quo, neither of us will ever have freedom to do as we please. I am merely waiting to be t...

Away

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 I am not certain about how you feel, but I want to spend as much time with you as possible. I hate this time away. I don't mind saying ...

A-holes

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 It isn't American to not have control of one's own life. The law is being twisted and denigrated to gain advantage over another. It...

Lies

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 I miss you so much. I get down when I try and get people to help, because the money they pay to various places sadly, cripples me. The only...

The Beatles - I Want To Hold Your Hand - Performed Live On The Ed Sulliv...

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Twist and Shout

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 How are you tonight? You are adored.
3 comments:

She

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 https://youtu.be/S302kF8MJ-I

Sweet

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 An evening of Beatles. https://youtu.be/kvO-5Ga4Hso

Beat

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 https://youtu.be/HrzUoUhHhSQ

Mendo

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 Have you ever gone to the town of Mendocino? All the charm of a quaint, fancy New England town down your way, at a fraction of the price an...

Photos

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 The program about the death photos had a creepy twist ending. The niece said, "in the future, people will have their own cameras and w...

Jet

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 My renter surprised me with a late afternoon sandwich! Yay! Half now, half later.  πŸ¦ƒ Turkey and πŸ§€ and πŸ₯‘ on a πŸ₯ croissant with mayo and ...

Watch

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 Some days I would be too down to do much.  Got a camera watching the house, filming.

Before

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 I would like to go to appts, but I can't until I know I won't be attacked. I was blindsided before.

Made

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 It has been such an odd ride, but knowing you made it a lovely one.

Best

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 Seeing you walk past the doorway was such a treat. The very best.

That

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 Sorry that I sound rude sometimes. It really is not intended that way. Kind of blunt at times, but not that way in person. 

A

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 You are kind.

never

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  I don't ever want to lose you. Please?

Moon🌝

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 Thursday is a special moon🌝. I will go out @ 10:pm and pray to the Angel about you and ask her to keep you safe;πŸ‘Ό she does anyway, but it...

She doesn't

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 They wanted me to continue to be their scapegoat, but why? When they try and kill you are they planning to blame me? All I could ever do is...

Does

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 Does she love you and want to take care of you?  (It would be my dream come true for me, that is!)

Destroy

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 Could you ever have caring feelings toward me? I know my feelings are really up there, but I would be thrilled even with being able to talk...

guess

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 I guess I will never see you again. Nothing is nice any longer. Please tell me I am wrong.
Monday, May 24, 2021

LF

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 I love you and will love you forever.  

Depressed

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 All I want to do is love you and take care of you. I don't want a house, money, anything. I swear, promise, I will sign papers that can...

life

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 I will soon be completely vaccinated! It is the only time I get fast food to celebrate. I know it seems antithetical to doing something goo...

see

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 New program (series) called "Dead Still" about a Victorian photographer of the dead in Ireland.. I like the vibe. It also seems t...

letter

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 Was my open letter idea not liked? I think it is a good idea, but....?

Day

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 Good morning!πŸŒ…πŸŒΉ Happy Day! Love!

Distracts

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 My life for the last several years has been like an extended hazing with very serious  consequences. It has been terrible and tiring. (A fe...

Such

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 I could easily see myself pampering my friend, if allowed. Such a joy!

πŸ’€

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 Have a lovely evening.  Sleep beautifully. You are loved.
Sunday, May 23, 2021

Did?

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 Wonder if the man from the K office ever called my friend?

No

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I guess no negotiating.  (Tend to agree)

Sick of

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 Tomorrow, I am going to start work on "An Open Letter to Kaiser" and post it everywhere and mail it everywhere. No holds barred! ...

Back

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 I refuse to live in fear! I FIGHT BACK!

Stay

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 Tell her that she is doing nothing but digging herself in deeper. If we all worked together and got rid of the predator attorney, we could ...

Power

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 I feel so awful and sick. Please, send me healing thoughts. You have helped me feel better before. I am feeling better. TY! 

Of

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 He is the love of my life. 

Rest

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 " He was  my  North,  my  South,  my  East and West,  My  working week and  my Sunday rest ,  My  noon,  my  midnight,  my  talk,  my ...

W.H.

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 Watching "Four Weddings and a Funeral" for the thousandth time. I think sometimes I watch it for the Auden poem alone. Closeness.

Recover

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 I do not understand why life has to be so complicated, or so cruel. I just love seeing you look happy. It is addictive. Have been having te...
Saturday, May 22, 2021

Thinking

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 I was thinking about dying and that all I wanted to do was see you. 

If

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 I got conked on the top of my head. I hope it did not give me a concussion.  I feel a teensy bit woozy. It was a complete accident. If I di...

IS

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 I am missing you so much.  Do you like me at all?  It is so weird that I suddenly begin thinking about you in the middle of doing something...

want

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 Will you ever want to see me?

No harm

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 You know I adore you, forever, but you can trust me to be only what you want. I do have dignity and I don't murder.

not?

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 If you had some serious symptoms; I wonder if help would be sought, or not.....

Truth

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 I would write a letter to the PD and say I never did any of the things... Also, if anyone does a check, they need to tell the truth. 

Get

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 Don't you get to go on vacation?

Were

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 Were you threatened?

Blame

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 False law and criminals do not deserve respect! Why was I being attacked if I could not do anything anyway? Just for fun? People like that ...

Truth

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  When asked why she was cooperating with prosecutors, Weisselberg said it was because "it's so horrifying that Donald Trump could ...

Variety

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 Ages ago, I was taking court stenography class. It was bizarre! I swear, I had a hand in about everything that existed! I was a dental assi...

Silly

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 Just to have a silly conversation again would be a delight. 

All My Loving (Remastered 2009)

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Inside

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 I do love your beautiful outside, but it was your beautiful heart that made me love you.

Dead

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 It's not just that they want me away, they want me dead. Love is intimidating,  I guess, because it is above their greed. It wants noth...

Talk

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 I know all the betrayal was created to make me hate him and it has not, but I can take a hint. His acting was just too good.  I will spend ...

Die

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 I have no expectations in life. I expect nothing from anyone. I do not think that others care about me, or will emotionally support me.  It...

After

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 Guess I will attempt sleep now. I ended up watching programs about people with very difficult, rare and painful physical problems. Since it...

Sustained

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 I get into bad moods. I say crap I don't want to say, but do.  I don't think I would say it if you were here. I am ashamed. I feel ...

Afar

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 Would you ever give me a chance to be your friend someday when you get away from the evil people? I would love to hold you and never let go...

Needs

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Stop letting them hurt me..... and you.  It takes guts, but it needs to be done.

πŸ’ͺ

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 If a person does not show strength and defiance, bad people will always do bad things and we will live forever under their thumb.
Friday, May 21, 2021

Giving Birth To A Girl With A Rare Disease | Children's Hospital | Real ...She warms my heart. Sweet baby.

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Never

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 Just live your life and be safe. I hope you can fight the evil. I don't seem to matter to you. That is your choice. I don't matter ...

Angel

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 Those people were allowed to take my life and trash it as if I were nothing and just went on with theirs as I lay ruined. I have to skulk a...

hate

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 They tried to kill me, but I feel bad. That isn't right. I guess I will disappear instead. I live like a feral animal. I hate it. Stay ...

R

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 The bad people were supposed to stop hurting others. Did they?

What

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 Sometimes I just sit up and think about you and what I can do for you and how much I care about you. 

Cycle

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 I want what you want. I feel blessed to know you.  Something had to stop the cycle of cruelty. 

Meant

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 I don't know if you were ever aware of all the things that happened to me. There were so many things, even little. I am not whining abo...

Be

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 Do what you must, but please be safe. 
Thursday, May 20, 2021

Solitary

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 I suppose I will become a nomad and live a solitary life. I must accept the fact that love was never supposed to be mine. It is just the wa...

That's all

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 I guess soon I will have served my purpose. I loved, but was not loved. I suffered and was hated. The end.

Gone

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 Take care today. Be very well. This has been a travesty and the soul purpose was to humiliate me and make me into a supernumerary; less tha...

No other

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 Nothing else matters to me except keeping you safe and getting you freedom; otherwise, I guess I have no further purpose in life.

Badly

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 I have been treated so badly (as have you) and I think it is time for things to change for the better. I am hoping I will get a break. I co...
Wednesday, May 19, 2021

Etc

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 I miss you more and more. I would love to see you and talk with you. 
Tuesday, May 18, 2021

She

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 I do not care if someone I love hurts me as long as they no longer do it. Those people are criminals, you are not. You don't need to be...

Gets

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 I was reading old papers and it was putting me on the defensive. It was so strange how things turned out, after it was me who requested to ...

Ring

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 "Passion Italy" on PBS.  They are making bells from an old process from the 1700's. They even have a priest blessing it. It i...
Monday, May 17, 2021

Does it?

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 I just heard the quote, "love conquers all!" Does it? It is a lovely dream.

PBS

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 Had to sit down and rest. I am still dealing with everything to do with cleaning out the fridge, plus cooking a chicken. Forgot to eat toda...

Cell

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 Time for a new cell. Mine won't hold a charge. I didn't like it all that much anyway. Suddenly it has started to charge.

Plumb

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 I think I may have found the solution to my sink dilemma. First get a jack and somehow get the garbage disposal out from the bottom of the ...
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