Talk to me. I need to hear from you only.

 Do you want me to forget you exist? How can I do that? You mean life to me.

 https://www.tfhd.com/cardiacpulmonary-rehabilitation Cabbage 🥬 helps kidneys!

 I admit, I love vacuums and carpet cleaners! I may not get to them all of the time, but I want to....

 I just wish l could see you again. I am not interesting right now, but I would love to watch SNL with you. Do you like it? I do sometimes. ...

 I wish I could speak with you.  It is a quiet evening. The scallops were very nice. I cannot eat as much as before, which is good, so half ...

 Lately, all I do is mope around.  I think I may be recovering from the kidney issue. After my birthday I had no wine at all, before not muc...

 You hurt me terribly, but you also gave me the best feelings of my life. 

 I am not someone you could ever love.

 I am so tired of cruel people taking advantage of nice people and feeling justified in destroying their lives.  I was taken from a rather n...

 You will be my last thought.

 A friend from high school died and I feel vulnerable and sad. I feel like my life is drifting away.

 I hope things were okay for you today. I was feeling somewhat better today. I find that if I lie down for long periods the pain lets up qui...

 I would love to go off somewhere nice and relaxing with you and just be around you for awhile and get re- aquainted for awhile. I mean, I k...

 Are you able to do things on your own? Can you do normal daily tasks like go to the store, or post office, drive home? If so, couldn't ...

Time to make dinner. There are some fish fillets. I will make cole slaw. Nice combo. Just got some scallops online, I haven't had those ...

I went to the house where they took Lincoln and where he died. There was a plastic box over the bloodied pillow. Such an eerie place to be. 

 You know I would do anything to help you, right? You don't even need you feel the same back. I just need to know.

 I need larger numbers to know things are seen.

 I can hear the waves crashing around. They are going wild. I hope you get good rest and enjoy the day. I got the paint I ordered, so if I f...

 I heard that the woman who beat up her attacker got over $600,000 in a gofund me account.  That is so wonderful!

 Don't forget, I love you.

 I ache to see you.

 My son sent a lot of lovely birthday gifts! How sweet! 1 was a 10 string lyre harp! Sounds fun! I should make an effort to learn it! Comes ...

 My gen doc called to set up a video call. 

 It angers me that the sneaky con artists can set up the con, but don't care if their patsy is found guilty of going along with it. As u...

So happy to hear that an elderly Asian woman in SF kicked the ass of a man in his mid-thirties who punched her in the face! How wonderful fo...

 🌅 A very Happy Day to you!  Please don't believe bad things they may say about me. They are not true and their motives are not honorab...

You have left me in a severe depression.  Why did you do this to me?  I did nothing but try and help you. Why did you turn on me?  I guess I...

 I know I have not been in the best frame of mind, but I have been through a lot of mental cruelty and felt like the one who has had my hear...

They figured that I lasted this long they would let me see you run me down to the lowest degree and I would fall apart.  No, I survived. It ...

  Future Tense~ You are my walk on the beach The dance of my soul The spiritual call of a  vast Universe…. Answers to questions  that had fo...

 I told you before that I apologised for being in love with you. But I lied. It was the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me. It wa...

 You don't want to see me again. I want to see you more than again. I want to see you forever. 

 I am sure I am dying anyway. I don't care now.

 I no longer have a life. After I met you and you became a part of me, that was my life. I no longer have my life. You knew my thoughts. I h...

 I love you. That is nothing like obsessed. Only emotionally dead don't know the difference.

Please do what you want, but tell them to remove legal restraints from me. You have messed up the chances you had to get away from them. I d...

 Please stop them from hurting me! I am a good person, why did you make me sound obsessed? Everything was a lie! You were sacrificing me to ...

 No matter how bitter I may sound, I will never desert you, if you need me. I will always love you. Please get away from them.

 I am an innocent person being beaten up on so your insane partner, lesbian lover, wife, whatever, can feel more secure. She will do this to...

 Please don't hurt me. I love you and have always been loyal. I would never hurt you. I have been treated like garbage and even been put...

 Sometimes I am left happy, but others, I am just twisting in the wind. I spent so much time trying to help you, but I guess there is no goo...

 I guess if you want to see me, you will, if not you won't. My suffering will have possibly been for nothing. I will however keep trying...

 MP said you were crazy. Do you want to stay with people who think that way about you, or with someone who loves you and will be there for y...

 Do you want to stay with those people who hurt you? Has she given you a lobotomy yet? That will be next.

 Do you want me to fight to be able to see you? I will fight like Hell, as I have been, but if you keep shooting me down, what can I do? Do ...

 I had written another lament about how nothing will ever change, unless the captive revolts.  Sneak me in sometime..... I think one way is ...

I get to look at a picture of you all of the time. It keeps me happy. No mystery, I found it in a magazine online. So cute! You are modest. ...

 You know I love you, right?

I am hoping to get to see you again soon. You are in my heart.

 I keep getting pain that feels as if there is a giant stinging bug 

I hope the email I wrote was a good one. I try to be reasonable, but persuasive. I think I deserve some fairness too. I sure could use suppo...

 My son said that his friend, Isao, from childhood, told him his uncle, David Tsang, recently died. He was an amazing presence in the tech a...

 Terrible, cruel way I live. No one should have to go through the mental cruelty and the rest I have had to endure. To see someone I care ab...

 I don't understand what the difference is between someone who says they are my friend, but hurts me like an enemy. Doesn't that mak...

 I would just like to have a nice, calm life from now on. I want a nice companion in life and just enjoy the little things and love.  To me,...

 The "Out of Towner's" is on. The one with Goldie Hawn and Steve Martin. I liked the one with Jack Lemon and Sandy Dennis. Jac...

 Found Rick Steves on this new system. He is in Egypt. I never knew it had such beautiful areas. I needed this show to get the bad thought o...

 The tech could not get the Internet going! Weird! All day he worked like mad. At least I now have TV. 

 Nice warm sun today. I am getting my vit d and it feels good.  I usually take it in capsule form. I wish I were hugging you. That would mak...

 The tech is having trouble getting the Internet going. It is weird. Naturally the jerk HOA was buzzing around acting important and throwing...

 I'd give almost anything to be on your call list. I want to lie back and talk with you for hours. That would be amazing....truly amazin...

 I know that awful man does pre-emptive strikes against people he thinks are going to sue, but I most certainly do not fit into that categor...

 For my birthday I would love to have a picnique by the ocean with oysters &  champagne, pate and French bread and some grapes and straw...

 I feel sad today. I don't know what to do. I wish ..... You always cared. I felt protected and cared over. I felt the same way back. I ...

I want you here so badly. Please? It has been so long, I have been so beaten up. Nearly murdered to now with possible kidney damage. But, I ...

The Sheriff deputy I spoke with said he would have them keep an extra eye out for my place. I have been worried about unwanted people coming...

 My birthday is on Sunday. Will you send me a nice wish? I know there is another special one soon too. I just need good thoughts, they mean ...

 Some times I find myself crying without even knowing I am doing it.

 The painting of our family friend (from their childhood) is up for sale. Grant Wood's "Portrait of Nan"is expecting to sell f...

My Thoughts. Here. Stay calm. Anyone who doesn't like it....

"Altar-ations"-   "My knight without the armor", my heart would proudly say He took away the pain I felt and cast it far...

Dear Dr. Isaacs, I am  writing about the attacks upon my life by Dr. Moayeri and her group of doctor associates who have provided me with a ...

 It would be great to think about fun things at least occasionally. I mean, fun with you. It is the only fantasy I have. Of course, my ideas...

 Any point to an appeal? It should say KP in blue letters on the courthouse. I wish I weren't such a natural born fighter. I can fight f...

 The last few weeks have been rough. I wish people would get real.

 I am tired of the mean, creepy life I have fallen into. Aren't you?

 The pain gets really bad. I would love to try the electronic stone breaking using vibration. The pain is getting really old.

  ---------- Forwarded message --------- From:  Haviva von Martinitz   < countessprague@gmail.com > Date: Sun, Mar 7, 2021, 10:12 PM S...

 Feeling somewhat low and in pain.

 You are the most beautiful person I've ever met. I want to know you forever. Please let me take care of you and make you smile. I did n...

 Sometimes when I get really worn out and sad, I become frozen. 

My Internet has been out for 2 weeks. Something is fishy. My Driver license was also taken away under strange circumstances.  It has been a ...

 "What defines us is how well we rise after falling." "-Maid in Manhattan" If I need to say good-bye to you forever, I w...

 I try and remove things I write from view once in awhile. Please do what makes you happy. Don't let people hold you back. That is not r...

 This is the weirdest thing ever.  Please, take your time, be prudent, but get the "f" outta there! Get safe and then work things ...

  Peter says to Him, “Even if it may be necessary for me to die with You, I will not deny You”; in like manner also said all the disciples.

 If you come here, I will protect you. Anytime. I have been getting ready to paint, so I have messes, but you will be safe. 

 You were already the target, right? I am the excuse, the scapegoat. 

 Fell asleep and knocked my plate of food all over the floor! Eeek! What a mess! Good I was more tired than hungry!

 For some reason, I find the humor in many situations.....and yet, I have never tried to murder anyone. WTF?

 All kinds of protectiveness from me, but it was turned into something mentally ill. I had 2 attempts on my life and the world turns just fi...

 Remember, I was thrust into this situation. I never said I was good at it. I never thought I was going to be facing such traumatic times an...

 I have been getting ins. payments at my local clinic. That is good news. It was from the blood infection I had. I am surprised since the fi...

 When did this stop being "The land of the Free......?" And instead become, "the land of "get a great education and thro...

 I am trying to get my Internet service back. It is hair pulling! The modem is dead.

 I have no TV. The modem crapped out. 😱

 Sf seems like a better place for a rendezvous. Go there and keep on going. That's better than an appeal.

 I am writing to the CEO and just feeling my way around. Did "she" leave her job? Seems as if she had a few unhappy "customer...