Talk to me. I need to hear from you only.

I feel so helpless and worried, about many things....

I wish you didn't have to see so many people. I pray you stay safe. I love you.

Please tell the people there that I did nothing wrong and that I am nice, okay?

Am I going to die? What is going to happen?

I will do anything to keep you safe, happy and loved.

I hope you tell people that I am nice. Those people smeared my name all over there and even in my CHART! I was told by a K employee that ter...

I need a hug....from YOU! It is my cure. I cannot get better without it.

If you will give me a chance, I would love to show you how great a friend I would be to you. If you did not think so, then that would be tha...

I want you to give input. Please?

Someone needs to call me to get treatment going.

You know I will be totally shy and reserved if I see you again.

https://youtu.be/wUObikQwo6A

https://whitakerwellness.com/health-concerns/alternative-cancer-treatments/low-dose-naltexone/

I only want you to take care of me.

I am looking into getting the IV set so I can infuse ALA and if I get an Rx for LDN (Low dose Naltroxene) https://cam.cancer.gov/news_and_e...

No matter what our relationship ends up, I want to have us be great friends who are there for each other and upon whom we can depend. I have...

I need to have a big cry. I cannot stand this any longer. I have been so good. I need to see you more than anything in the world. I cannot b...

You dearest one, I need to see you. I cannot get well without you.

Whatever I post here is for you. I love you so much!

"I like the beat and it's easy to dance to!" :-)

"You, I would die 4 U...." ~Prince

I think at some point I should get a second opinion.

Please go back and read some of my poems. They show how much I care about you and how much you have kept me going. (Not all wonderful, but I...

I wish I could know you are behind me, but I don't want to impose on you, or upset things.

I am alone and sad.

I didn't mean to cause you problems, but I was afraid that I would mess up, if I were at the wrong place. I was trying to do the right t...

So, cancer is a sneaky fucking bastard with no pain, but the lumps hurt like Hell, but innocuous.....? 

My leg has such a huge mass of painful lump, it has to be some kind of freak thing. It hurts like mad. If I gave in, I would cry.

All I want to do is cry. I feel so desperately alone.

As usual, I am in the dark.  People never seem to care as much as the person facing death.

I was just happy to even be able to say your name and say how kind you had always been to me.

I guess I am more trouble than I am worth....

I had to be honest. I really don't want anyone else. I may do nothing at all. Ever.

I hope they will end this stupid thing. I don't want anything from him but a lovely smile. That's all. I promise. I am nothing.

I need to have the one I trust help me, but how could that be? I cannot trust others. It seems like I have been fighting so hard to stay ali...

I have been taking a lot of ALA and vit C, but for some reason, it always makes my right leg hurt so badly. It is so odd.

My mother called me! I told her maybe my friend could help, because she sounded so sad. I wanted to make her feel hopeful. Please make it so...

Each day I sit and suffer and beg people to help me, but those who caused this lie just live their criminal self-centered monster lives.

Why are people allowing a lie to continue when my life is at risk? I have gone through Hell over lies and because of love, but now I could...

I will do nothing with false law hanging over me. I am tired of it.

Why can't my innocence just be revealed by the "plaintiff" so I can be treated by the one I trust? The stress is ongoing and i...

I need to hear all is well again.

I don't know why my leg has started hurting so much again.

I am so tired, depressed and in pain, death sounds rather nice, actually.

I am confused. I don't want to ruin things. I cannot relax. I am scared. 

I am not as afraid of cancer as I am afraid of losing you as my friend.

You- I want to find again, the warm poetic person who spoke of Prague and the young people seeking redemption... the one who loved th...

I have to be let off.

I really want to get an I.V. going of ALA  vit C and LDN.

I cannot get through this without you. 

I feel confused and sad. I have an eye migraine and feel overwhelmed. I only want to see you and then I will feel good, but I can't mess...

Please don't let me mess up being a friend; it is all I lived for to have happen.

I am so tired of all this faux legal stuff. I do not feel like dealing with it. It makes me feel so dizzy and headachy and worried and now m...

I just need the "thing" dropped. I cannot do anything otherwise.

May I be your friend too?

I was told I have cancer. I need you. Please.

Be well, be careful.

I think I will be lied to about the diagnosis. That place is bad. I could never work in such a place. They are too invasive.

I said I didn't want anything invasive done, but they did anyway. I wonder what they may have done to me.

I may need to leave K. It is insane. You don't belong there. You are too good for that insane asylum.

I think I had a dream about this time, long ago. It it was a misty stream of star lit nights and moon kissed wishes for True       love ...

I intend on having lovely, beautiful times ahead.

I love you.

I don't care what goes on with me, I plan on living and enjoying life. I hope that I will be able to see you and show you my support an...

I would love to cook with you.

I would like to make apple strudel again. I used a big table and stretched the dough all over it. It was my great grandmother's recipe. ...

Gave my doggie a bath and front nail clip. Mopped the floor. Took her out potty. Now, she is snuggling where I sleep. I am taking lots ...

I was surprised at how much Dr. Moon seemed to want me to be absolutely falling apart over the possible dire results of my breast biopsy (re...

I most certainly did not deserve to be attacked because of my needs for health emergencies. The people who attack me do it for their own gai...

My dog looked at me, snorted and put her head back down. I agree. I am a mess.

I left a message for my mother thanking her for the lovely letter, but at the very end I mentioned the possibility of breast cancer at the ...

Each day I must talk positively to myself to go on. No one should have to endure the conflicting messages I have been given (thrust upon me)...

It was odd that samples were taken from painful places on my breast, but I thought cancer was not painful. It creates doubt in my mind about...

I am embarrassed that my house is not only over filled, but it has gotten grimy. It is out of hand. I need to do a few things each time I ca...

Even if I need you, I won't try and contact you.

I was treated so badly, screamed at, put into jail, kept from getting help. They got into nearly every facet of my life and made problems. I...

I sound tough, but I am not. I am scared.

Just know I only want what you want. Be very well. Life was simple and natural for awhile. That was nice.

I am so afraid of the day that you say that you don't want to be anyone at all to me, but I would understand. You were so kind to me and...

I wish I could be more trusting, but terrible people ruined that for me. I trust you. Only.

If I die soon, know you were always held in high esteem and truly loved. How blessed I was to have had you to think about during my time o...

I feel like people are not respected. I feel like nothing. Money is all that is important to them.

I don't like that they used underhanded methods to get me in. Why wait since Nov. to do it? Things don't add up....ever.

It seems too painful to be cancer. It doesn't make sense. I need answers.

I have not been treated like a human being with rights for a long time now. It is disgusting what some people will allow to be done to other...

I will have nothing more done, without your involvement.

Until the truth is told, I will always be beaten up.

I only trust you. They will let me die.

I will only do better when I can see you.

I need your input, or I cannot have anything done for myself.

I would like to have ALA and vit C infused at home, but I need help setting it all up, otherwise, YouTube, I guess. I want my friend making...

I am going to juice fast and take large amounts of ALA,  vit.C and also take  baking soda, apple cider vinegar, relax and see how it goes....

Dead tired. G & P have basically killed me.

Dr. Moon says it is breast cancer. The biopsy was basically a formality.

That ordeal at K just wiped me out.

I sobbed during the biopsy, because I wanted you there.

You know I love you.

You know I don't want anything from you, I just need to see your sweet face again.

I want to talk to you. You make everything better. If I can see you, nothing could be wrong.