Sunday, October 30, 2022

STCOO

 I may move to Oregon, or Washington. It seems that here I am always subjected to the craziness of others. 

Saturday, October 29, 2022

SIMY

 

Since I met you, I’ve felt abandoned without your nearness; your nearness is all I ever dream of and the only thing I ever want.

~ Franz Kafka, The Castle

Tuesday, October 25, 2022

ST.ORRES🏩🌹🌹🌹🌹

 HavivaOctober 25, 2022 at 4:15 PM

I want to take you to St. Orres when it is possible. I want to have a long dinner with you and a big hug........Haviva

πŸ™‹πŸ˜€πŸ€ŸπŸ©πŸŒΉπŸŒΉπŸŒΉπŸŒΉ

George Harrison - What Is Life


Nothing.

Sunday, October 23, 2022

LGFAW2

 I haven't gone for walks for ages. I look forward to that happening soon; I've really neglected myself. I am in such bad shape! Yikes!

ILY


 

IWBNTHOPS

 It would be nice to have one positive sign. Both need positivity16x24" - Maya Angelou Quote ‘We Delight In The Beauty Of The Butterfly”’ Poster Large, Positive Prints, Inspirational, Motivational Office Decor, Success, Changes, Growth Mindset Posters Unframed




16x24" - Maya Angelou Quote ‘We Delight In The Beauty Of The Butterfly”’ Poster Large, Positive Prints, Inspirational, Motivational Office Decor, Success, Changes, Growth Mindset Posters Unframed

MYBTB

 I suppose my emotions can be quite annoying. I am sorry. I am worried for you, for myself and trying to keep myself upbeat; sometimes it gets to me.  I look at your picture and feel better, until missing you becomes too bad.

MHIEB

 I adore you, love you and miss you. My heart is resilient and passionate, but easily broken.

IAYYAM

 You are going to be my first priority. You are me, I am you. 

EG

 ecstasy of grief....

~Queen Victoria

BPAM

 I had a difficult day. I had been going over everything and it made me sad. I can usually brush it off, but it was difficult to do today.























































































































































































































































































I watched a program about Prince Philip's mother. She started a religious group called  The Sisterhood of Martha and Mary. It is interesting that when I was in junior high I joined a group of the same name.  My friends and I were good kids. I basically still am.  Bad people who hurt others appall me.  












IJLYNMW

 I just love you. 

No matter what.

I need you to know.

I want to know you are safe and happy. 

I cannot relax until I know you are at least okay.

Friday, October 21, 2022

YDSLT

 I want to take us to some nice and fun places soon!  You deserve some lovely times!

H&LOLb

 I truly do worry about your safety and about mine too. I think yours needs to be taken seriously soon. Please? Hugs & Lots of Love!

IWTTFBI

 I wrote to them who can rescue......

GNML 2

πŸ’–πŸ’— 

❤❤❤🍏🍎❤❤❤❤❤❤🀟🀟🀟🀟🀟🀟🀟🀟🀟🀟Love Expressions in Words Examples

Tuesday, October 18, 2022

MLIWN

  I was so tired. I was having nightmares that I was never going to see you again.

Please don't let that happen.

ILYVM

 I love you very much! Let's work together! United!

IAALY

 You know I adore you and love you. I will always be there for you.

YTMIACM

 You treat me in a caring manner and I am grateful.

πŸ’€πŸ‘±πŸ˜‡πŸ’•

 

πŸ’€πŸ‘±πŸ˜‡πŸ’•Love Good Night Quotes with Images
Love Good Night Quotes with Images

Monday, October 17, 2022

Sunday, October 16, 2022

Friday, October 14, 2022

STANUFT

 Don't let liars take you down; stand up for truth, love, and devotion and goodness.🏑

Thursday, October 13, 2022

TGOOH

                                         




                          

                                                   

 Please give me a chance; I will be devoted and never hurt you.

IWHSBIWTD

     I would never hurt you, my darling, 

because 

It would hurt me so bad I'd want to die

I love you; I can't hurt you

Let's bless each other                                             


🀟


                         

If they love you they will not want to be the cause of your hurt| Typed Poem| by Alfa

Wednesday, October 12, 2022

IHHALOM

 Where are you sweet one? I miss you more each day!

How is that possible?

It is. I have hardly anything left of me.

I am empty.

YAM

 

Not real recent, but not that old either.



HI!!! You are missed!


                                




VM

 Wikipedia

  1. Martinic

    Martinic (also: MartinicovΓ©, z Martinicz or von Martinitz) was a Czech noble family from Bohemia, claimed to be descended from the old VrΕ‘ovci clan. The family have been part of the Bohemian ancient nobility. As of 1322, the family possessed the castle of Martinice near Votice in southern part of Central Bohemia. The family became extinct in the male line (1788), but the name survived in the Clam-Martinic family, when in 1791 Carl Josef, Count of Clam, a member of the old Austrian noble family Clam, married Maria Anna, Imperial Countess of Martinic. Their descendants include Austrian statesman Heinrich Clam-Martinic.Wikipedia

    1. Martinic

      Martinic (also: MartinicovΓ©, z Martinicz or von Martinitz) was a Czech noble family from Bohemia, claimed to be descended from the old VrΕ‘ovci clan. The family have been part of the Bohemian ancient nobility. As of 1322, the family possessed the castle of Martinice near Votice in southern part of Central Bohemia. The family became extinct in the male line (1788), but the name survived in the Clam-Martinic family, when in 1791 Carl Josef, Count of Clam, a member of the old Austrian noble family Clam, married Maria Anna, Imperial Countess of Martinic. Their descendants include Austrian statesman Heinrich Clam-Martinic.Wikipedia


The Beatles - Till There Was You (Live at Royal Hall) There was nothing 'til there was you

John Denver Memorial Plaque Dedication in Pacific Grove, that night you stayed up with me until late when I was sick and in so much pain


You made me love you, with your sweetness and care. You have been a blessing to me.
Love forever!

John Denver - For You (from The Wildlife Concert)



Only for you.......You are the love of my life.

Tuesday, October 11, 2022

πŸ€΄πŸ‘ΈπŸ€Ÿ

 


    Do you think my friend might ever grow to like me; not to ever dare hope he could love me? I would do everything in my power to pamper him, make him my first and last thought each day and love every moment of each and every day I was privileged enough to know him. I always thought there was something special to our knowing each other; I know I am right. 

I knew what you were thinking at times and you knew what I was going to say before I said it. You made me feel special and actually loved. Thank you; you made me feel like a princess & you were a special prince πŸ€΄πŸ‘ΈπŸ€ŸI loved with all my heart

and still do!

YCCOM

 If nothing else, I would love to be a friend you can could count on to be there for you.

IMYSM


I know how she feels...... I miss you so much!

 

Margaret McCollum, after the death of her Oswald Laurence, sits on the bench and waits to hear that recording that has become one of London's most famous 'Mind the gap' .

In 2003, Oswald died, leaving a great void in Margaret's heart. So from that moment on, Margaret found a way to feel his presence closer.

But overnight, after more than half a century, that voice was replaced by a cold, empty electronic recording.

Overcome with despair, Margaret requested that tape from the London Underground transport company, so that she could continue to hear her husband's voice at home.

However, upon learning of the emotional story, the company decided to reinstate the speaker announcement at the only stop in the vicinity of the woman's home, namely at the Embankment stop of the Northern Line, where all passengers can now listen to Oswald Laurence's voice and think that eternal love really does exist.

YWDWFU2

 Keep me in your prayers, my sweet one.  I pray I do well! You are the one I love.We will do what we need. You must help. They will never just let you go. I will write a "Go Fund Me". Tell me if it is accurate. 

I love you.

STLFAL

 I think I will need to spend a lot of time looking for a loan during the day; I think it will be nice to motivate him to work hard for me

Monday, October 10, 2022

IWFIO

I will do anything to protect my friend. I never want him to be susceptible again. I want him to be safe and out of harm's way. If that is to be my life's happy work, then I will die happy. I will figure it out.  

OWYD

 

The people who did this time stealing criminal action; need to be punished, but how? I get no pleasure from anyone's pain.

I cannot get back the time I lost when I could have known you.

I knew you in my head, but it is nothing compared to being near you.

I would like to have time in therapy talking about it, or whatever you decide. 

ILYF

I will love you forever.
My heart knew it the first time I met you. ❤🀟🀟

and it hasn't changed.

COJIFTG

 We were planning to be friends. You asked me. I said yes. Time has not changed my mind. You are still the one I want to get to know even better. I have not changed any opinion that I had before. I can say dumb things, but you know my heart

as 

I know 

yours.


Please give me  a 

chance without 

cruel opportunists jumping

 in for their greed.

IWYTWWMF

 Come back to me; You said you wanted to be my friend. Please do. It is what I need.Come back to me to make life heaven,  dear one! I want to create beauty, not a Hellscape, where you feel the need to call for emergency rescue! 

 I want to make your life lovely, not a humiliating nightmare 

life was so sweet when you were able to be your natural self. I want you to be the way you want. 

Not the way I think you should be. I fell in love with you.


I

still

am.

YHMLIYH

 You are the one who holds my happiness in your hands, my life is also up to you.............. 

IASS

😭😒 

PDMMS

 Please don't make me suffer.....more than I already do

LIAIK

 After all those years of being in love with you, please don't let my stupidity ruin it all. Okay? I nearly ended my life before, after the trial, but someone kept me alive.....for a reason.

Love is all I know. 

YOMETM

 Please don't leave me sad. Your opinion means everything to me.

BKIWSBY

 Carry on; we will both have love win out. "B"stood by me and knew I would stand by you. I will. 

YAML

 You are my love.

IAFILWY

 Please don't give up on me 

you kept me alive.

I will sleep a bit now.

xxxo!

sleep well, darling. 

YASPTM

 How are you adorable one?Sorry that I say dumb things, but as you said to me, "I thought you knew me better than that." I love you so beyond what people who don't love you think of you. I may say dumb ass things out of ignorance, but never out of greed or desire; I could never raise my blood pressure over anything but your magical eyes, or your your lovely smile...... please give me a chance to love you forever.  It is all I want and all that has kept me alive; could I be fortunate enough to see you again? All the time going by, one could hardly not miss out on stupid mistakes, the test is the heart and its purity. Test me. I can barely breath just thinking of you. That will always be my give a way.... you are so precious to me.  

Sunday, October 9, 2022

Come here

 

Never a Doubt
 
‧
 
Song by John Denver

IWBAVGI

 I wonder if he ever got papers saying he was in Pro Per; handling his own legal issues?Because it would help with him being able to speak for himself, not having that man speaking for him. I wonder if he wanted the restraining order against that man, also so he cannot speak for him, or be near him?? I think it would be a very good idea; would he too?  

DYWITC

 Just wondering if you are still under the thumb of the same people and do you want it to change?

ITHBMDFSL

 The most lovely thing I can think about is snuggling with you.  It has been my dream for so long, I cannot think of a time when it wasn't my happiest thought, or dream.....🀟🀟🀟🀟

YAETM

 I know that many of the things I say come out rude sounding and worse, but if I do that it is a plan to get the bad people their due for you.  You deserve to get everything you deserve and MORE! You have been treated worse than an animal; a hamster! I adore you and hold you in the highest esteem! You are EVERYTHING TO ME!I want you to have the best that life can offer! I never sleep much! I want you to have freedom, fun and all the fabulous things I can get for you! I want to have the privilege to be able to stare into your lovely eyes! I am on your side! They are the monsters; not me; I have suffered too! Not like you, but it has been bad.

I love you.

Saturday, October 8, 2022

IWYSAH

 Will I ever see you again? I want you safe and happy!❤πŸ‘«

AHFY

 




A Haiku:
My closed eyes bring you
Loving dreams envelop me
Morning steals you back
~Haviva

A Haiku:
New moon shines on me
Making my heart pray for you
Our spirits unite
~Haviva

WSSN

 Up most of the night. Will sleep somewhat now. Sending love!

Friday, October 7, 2022

QGOTH

        Again I am a dope! Missed out on Friday!



How are you, beautiful one?

I am so lonely for you!