Friday, May 27, 2022

ITLY

 Have a lovely evening. Long weekend. I would want to visit loved ones dead, or alive. It would be nice if you could see your family, but like my son, they probably have friends to enjoy to go see. I need to realize that young people enjoy life.  I would too, but when the time is right. Now, I, like many, live vicariously.  

I dream of snuggling by a camp fire and laughing and enjoying your voice and what you had to say. I want to hear even the smallest wish, story, or dream. It is all love and finding more about someone I already love and admire. 

Goodbye for awhile; I suppose,  BUT you are with me in my heart! I truly love you.

CDE

 I am so tired of wishing I could see you and not being able to do so. I keep thinking how fun it would be to be with you somewhere. I don't understand her tenacity about hanging on to you, when she cannot possibly love you. I get that status quo is a big deal to them and worried that she will lose her "arm candy" for charitable events and the idea of a cohesive family unit, but it is a fraud. How could she hurt you? How could she see your sweet face with those compassionate dark eyes and see you suffering in pain? i would rather hurt myself.would not want that from me. She would call that me winning over her and hate it. How could she hurt you? How could she see your sweet face with those compassionate dark eyes and see you suffering in pain? I would rather hurt myself. I will do whatever is necessary to free you. I just hope it can be soon; I want to spend as much time with you as possible, if you would also like it.

Narc behavior

 

Can a narcissist sense when you are healing?

Absolutely, YES!!!

When the Toxic Narcissist I was married to noticed that I, literally, didn't care anymore…He got scared.

—I would start laughing when he'd try to bait me into a fight, I literally acted like he was a ghost living in the house - he Panicked, you could see it, he didn't know what to do😱

His erratic behavior became scary at times,…He’d disappear for days at a time and when he would return, I acted like he'd never left.

I could see it was messing with his head, so that encouraged me to not give up, and eventually escape. But I didn't do it for him—I did it for MEπŸ’―❤️

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BHAL

 Is it lunch time?  I hope you have a nice one! I still have half a tuna sandwich from yesterday lurking in the fridge. I guess it is on the agenda for today too.

I would give anything to have lunch time with you and hear your stories.

I would want be with you no matter the reason.

Enjoy the rest of your day.

Big hugs!

Psy narc

 

What is a narcissist's endgame?

Profound detachment allows the narcissist to use his /her emotions in a very punitive way. Fundamentally cold and extremely indifferent to the feelings and concerns of others, the narcissist is knee deep in his /her arsenal of mental dirty tricks. With one primary aim in sight, the target becomes the prey of a boundless barrage of frightening, mind numbing mental gymnastics. Always in the moment and spontaneous in design, the opportunist wants to deprive you of your most precious assets. Aiming at demeaning and undermining your confidence in yourself, narcissistic wounds are meant to achieve your total capitulation. Some call the narcissist a con. Others call the narcissist a trickster. Often the narcissist is simply an actor without a moral fiber in his soul. Being attracted as a function of his envy, the narcissist will move from charming lover to spiteful opponent. You must lose for the narcissist to be fed a dose of his vengeance. This artificially created psychodrama is bathed in a pose of perfect indifference. The unsuspecting target, subdued easily by such shallow charmers, becomes the unwitting enabler in this house of horrors. The narcissist is searching for a resolution to his/her dilemma. His /her motivation to strike is, at heart, an attempt at liberation from the torment of an eternally unresolved conflict between superiority and inferiority. Confusion and excitement are two different sides of the same coin. Once you are possessed by the narcissist, you will lose your capacity for common sense, your sense of proportionality, and your moral judgement. Don’t bite the bait!

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YALVKl

 I was awake for much much of the night, so I will nap for a bit.

Thinking of you and your sweetness! You surprised me.....but I knew you would do what you could. You are so very beautiful to me!You are loved very much!

Have a very nice day! 

Sighs2

 






Sighs of Love~

Life will bring
some
desperate
sadness
fully dredged
chaotic
madness
    imbued
with bitter
salt
tears

Weary....thoughts that
can't help
but
haunt us
    throughout
the
ragged
remaining
y
   e
a
   r
s

Alone they may
d e s t r o y
  us
together
we'll
survive

The strength we
find
between
us
will keep
our

joy
alive

You have been the
dream
    of love
my
    soul's
esteemed
    delight

I'll never lose
my
love for
you
or
anticipation
you
    excite.

You were taken
far
from

view

stolen
  
from
my
   sunny
days

and

       chased away

from

star filled

ocean

nights.

I dearly want
to
hold
you close

and float
   into your
dark brown
eyes

The precious
time
so fiercely
stolen
won't stop
the infinite
d
e
p
t
h
s

of
a lover's
sighs.

Lovingly for you.

~Haviva

(c) HVM 2019

Sunrise

 Happy, sweet morning!πŸ˜€

πŸ’–

Sending love and beauty your way!

πŸŒ…                 πŸŒ… 

LMM2

 Your lovely face is in my mind. I hope you were here. It feels hopeful and charming. Thinking of seeing you again makes me think hope exists.

Love is you.


That feels so wonderful!


πŸ’ŒπŸ’Œ


Tell me if there is any chance you could grow to care about me, or even love me. 1,yes, 

2, no.

Don't answer if it is too much pressure. I would just die of happiness if it were in my favor, though.Well for, there was already a number, so I need another opportunity.

I FW

 I want to feel you here. It feels spiritually possible. Wonderful!


πŸ’–

Thursday, May 26, 2022

STS

  


Holy Candles | Candles, Catholic, Candlelight


Dedicated Love-


I love the hollow sound and gentle squeak of the wooden floor as I ascend the few steps to light candles of hope and prayer. It is a lonely sound, but I find comfort in the old familiarity; it is stark yet embracing.


My soul is weary, but holds a tender memory of your soft touch on my welcoming hand. It revives me as nothing else could.

Behind me, I hear the rhythmic sound of the tandem rosary chanting. The pious seek redemption, health, lost love. It never comes, yet devotees ardently and fervently return day, after day, to repeat their pleas to the saint who listens the most attentively and carries the least judgmental look in their loving, but disappointed eyes.

We are small, but our hearts have a grand capacity for love. I can't imagine my heart being able to hold all the love I have for you. The vast sky even seems inadequate to take on the overflow. I look up and see the breathless enchantment you leave behind and I know I will never be alone, for you are the beauty in every place my eyes find to rest....and my dedicated prayer to you, at last is answered.

Haviva-

(c) HVM 2019



I nearly cried. You are so beautiful!

IWAY

 I worry about you so much every day; I am always on the verge of sobbing.

IMYWEBIT

 I miss with you win each breath I take.

HumanFeelings

 Sweet story:

Here's a different story .

They are friends , and they loves each other .

The black neck dog ( Husky ) lives in a house down the road . Everyday he escapes from his yard to go down the street to visit his little friend and to play with him . But when the entrance is closed, he just came , give a tight hug to his friend and left , but never tried to cross that fence .

And we call them just animal .

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