❤ still in love with you.
Wednesday, January 26, 2022
Thereisnodoubt
On the antique road trip show there was a hand drawn (with colorful pictures) love letter and it was so popular, it made a large profit. If I ever got a love letter; I would absolutely die of happiness.
I did get to look into the most expressive, soft, lovely brown eyes ever on Earth and had his soft, sweet touch on my hand and his caring expert attention to my welfare to keep me safe.
I call that a human love letter.
I would love that again in my life. Romance means so much to me; especially from someone I love so much, my heart pounds out of my chest, when he is near, or my mind lingers on him for any amount of time.
I love you. There is no doubt of that.
yourself
You make me possible. Come take me away.You are the best part of myself.....my heart! Please don't let me lose you, more importantly, don't lose yourself!
Tuesday, January 25, 2022
MELY
My stupid MS, after being basically dormant has decided to give me a kick in the brain. I do think I am on the mend, but it is annoying. I haven't even mentioned it to my mother, since she likes perfection. It is why I barely see her, ever. I was thinking of getting all special before seeing you, but I know you are a lovely person and being not perfection doesn't seem to be #1 issue to you. I love your sweet heart. I do think you are perfect, however, no matter what. My eyes love you.
IBEGU
I am wondering if "she" would be open to a meeting between us all (not "him", the "Predator" though). What if we give respect to her disrespectful expectations and talk things out prior to legal enforcement. I want to point out that the one representing her in the shadows, could very easily turn on you both and end up blackmailing her and somehow get his claws on your property. I could tell the police Captain that you want to end the R.O. because the attorney only wants things to go in his own direction, but you need it to go yours, since it has your name on it and you are tired of it, since you didn't want it in the first place. I will do the small claims, but seeing how well we get along in a meeting. I will look up options. Just, please, do not allow threats derail you. She needs to know that I am willing to set aside the death threats she made against me with everything involved including MP and the rest, like Dr. Moon's terrorist tactics. That is a lot for me to be kind; it was very painful and frightening. We need to work it out. I need to know if you agree. Please (I beg you) get back to me.
ILYUAF
Have a lovely evening, if you can. Please give me 911, if you need me to get help. Never forget, you are loved; I love you unconditionally and forever.
IAJAWILF
I just know that things were set up for me to fall into a trap and I did, willingly. I was just hoping it would be a nice one, with friendship at the end; not terror. I feel like a rag doll. I wonder what would have happened if I hadn't asked for observation. I do not understand why I could not have gotten antibiotics to get rid of the infection, rather than take out the gallbladder; I think it is what causes pain at times, but it was such a beautiful gesture; it was touching. I am just sorry I called to say, "thank you!" But I could not be some asshole who gets lovely help and say nothing. They would have gotten me one way, or another, though. The manager of Patient Relations gave me the number. Other times I just got it from their phone system. I am no spy.😎 I love hearing your voice.
I am just a woman in love. Forever.
MLIWY
I stayed up most of the night. I was washing dishes, made oatmeal,watching antique shows and doing some heavy thinking. I should rest... Have a lovely day! My thoughts are with you....My love too!
MENDACITY
Don't you dislike being around all that cruelty and criminal element?? I am so tired of it and I do nothing, but be a victim of it. To me, who I am is everything to me.
If others do not know who I am, or my integrity, it is because we are not known to each other, or they have a criminal reason for wanting to hurt me. My father used to say, "consider the source,"
It angers me that you must be having to deal with people of such low moral quality. I saw your inner beauty very quickly with your self-deprecatory attitude.I would love to know how you would have pictured this going instead of all this cruelty and mendacity.
Monday, January 24, 2022
ILOVEYOU,NOLIE
I really do not understand why she has such a hate on for me. I wonder if her "partner in crime" has been fueling her hate with lies? I am sure he knows she is mentally ill. I doubt if you have played me up, since you don't seem to like me. There was every possibility I could have been dead now. I was so sad. I never thought it would happen. I trusted so much. I believed.
I still would. I still love.
Would you still still go on a road trip to places of nature? It seemed as if you liked the idea before. It would be amazing.
I understand you have tried to make me feel good and I appreciate it. It would be so nice to always know what is thought by you. You are someone anyone with taste would love.
Someday I would love to give you everything you desire.
IANE
I love you, try not hate me because of it. You are a beautiful person, no matter how you are treated by others in the opposite mental frame. Loving you is a good thing; no matter what you may have been told to believe about yourself.
Yes, it hurt to pieces hearing you lie about me; I wanted to die. It still hurts, but I won't give up on you, ever. I hope it helped you somehow. I couldn't do it to anyone, except someone evil. I am not. Now I have a criminal record; that makes those who did it to me, assholes.
Anything to help me; would be appreciated. I will sue you, so you can say what you want; just do not lie about me. If you feel compelled to lie, stay home. I will automatically win and be awarded the monetary amount asked.
IIYR
I don't ever want to lose you, it would be a fatal blow,with my life slowly ebbing away, but if you feel you need to; that is your right.
YGMSP
She hasn't infected you with her toxic personality, has she? You are too lovely for that sadness. Your sweetness is what grabbed me. That is what gave me staying power.
ICWSA
Please be nice to me; I have been through Hell too; only I would not sit around waiting to be killed.
Sorry if that sounds lacking in compassion, but being compassionate is my life, but after awhile, if it gets you nowhere, change direction, for survival sake.
Fight fire w/fire, or get burned. Have you not been hurt enough?
I wake up thinking of you and all during the day and as I fall asleep; it is you. I am not sure if it is love, or devotion; I guess both. I used to ask for help from "B", but thought I'd leave her alone now to relax in peace, but I need help; what can I do? Putting heads together cannot hurt, unless seriousness is not taken. I feel I cannot just watch a loved one commit self- annihilation.
Synonyms & Antonyms for annihilation
Synonyms
OWGF
Many times I only have a half sandwich for my food for the day, but my activity is scaled back, so I assume that is my problem.
If anyone gets upset at anyone for their reading material, why don't they just put a hood over the head? They enjoy controlling every other aspect of someone else's life, surprised they don't go all the way.
I like taking over the power equally and having everyone having a say. After all, it isn't like you don't have some financial investment in everything. She feels "top dog" since she is still doing her original job. I suppose she frrls like she can boss others around. She could do that to a degree, but not be harmful. I worry that anger builds up and it could result in you being harmed. You need an R.O. for your protection, rather than giving one to someone who gave gifts out of admiration and thanks.
ICJFA
Does a narcissist know they are a narcissist?
Would they admit it, even to themselves?
I thought I was helping, but maybe I am just a replacement.
IITVB
It is always the very "best" to feel scary sick AND punished at the exact same time. Yep, it is just "lovely!"
Well, the way the attorney sounded, the bad guys will have their way, until they are directly opposed by both sides.
Even a dumb as dirt attorney can win with all the K money behind them.....and the DO!
IWTMYLF
“Ah, life is a gate, a way, a path to Paradise anyway, why not live for fun and joy and love or some sort of girl by a fireside, why not go to your desire and laugh.” ~JK
I would go to you and make life fun.
HDWS
Do you think "she" would ever consider dropping all the animosity and see if there could be a general detant and work together on a peace agreement? It certainly sounds better than terror and murder plans!
First off, I want to be your friend, if you agree.
Secondly, I do not want anything of anybody else's.
Thirdly, no unacceptable attorney involved.
Fourthly, no cruelty, no violence.
How do we start?
MYBRAIN
I want to slow dance with you and feel your lovely vibes, or just holding you would be even more wonderful; I want to hear your heart talk to me.
Up to this point I am enjoying Tnew "Sex and the City" on some bizarre version of HBO. I LOL'd at least 10 times already. Fun.
Except Mr Big just had a heart attack in the shower after his Peleton biking. Now I am crying like mad.
Please don't let me lose you any longer. I hate it.😓😢 It is truly making my brain fall apart.
I love you.
SAA
Have a good day.
I loved looking down at your head. I wanted to run my fingers through your hair. I had good self-control. I wish I could do it now. you were so sweet and adorable.
I have loved you for a long time.
YAETIAAD
I am looking for someone new to help me. Let's see.
How are you doing cutie?
You are everything that is adorable and delightful
💖
Sunday, January 23, 2022
INEEDHELP
Hello,
I have been ill with MS for the last few days. I know the stress from the illegal law I have been held under is aggravating it. For God's sake, it is only right for lies to be exposed! Dr. Moayeri has no right to give someone a restraining order in someone else's name, but even more criminal is for an attorney to do it for her! Michael C. Guasco has done a seriously criminal act by perpetrating it for her! He has given me 11 years of FALSE RESTRAINING ORDERS, made up false contempt charges against me and put me falsely in jail with them. Please, do a motion to drop the restraining order. I have been following this lie, but I will be forced to violate it, I guess I will have no choice. I was innocent; no reason to get an R.O. and I have had the shit beaten out of me! PLEASE! HELP MY LIFE TO NOT BE OVER! I AM BEGGING YOU! I WILL PAY YOU FOREVER!
I have been so sick!
Bless you!
Cheryl Petrovich
New from old
I am having trouble making new posts, so I am just going to add on to old right now. I am still having trouble with the dizziness problem, so since I read that MS is helped by getting more sleep, that is what I did most of the day. I also did not eat all day, so I will make something to eat now.
I hope you are doing well. I just felt a deep ache when I wrote that. I hate missing you and not knowing. This has been so damn unfair. It is something even a stranger is usually allowed to casually ask. Law has been abused, Law is being subverted by those who claim to represent it. We are a country based on laws and social cooperation; so I feel this abuse of the law is treasonous.
I really resent restrictions by impersonal laws that seem to have no relevance to the situation and just keep people alienated. It is good for the people who want to blindside and take advantage, but not good for the people who cannot find legal help for one reason, or another. Then, if they don't just speak their minds and not use lies and sneakiness and in combination with some trace of truth is truly destructive. If people want to get a message across, I do not understand why they cannot be upfront and talk it out, instead of making it ugly and mean. It is a matter of intention. What was done to me qas never meant to have understanding as an outcome' it was meant to use the law illegally to keep people apart. Other people who had no right to impose their will upon others, did just that. What was even worse, was that the person imposing her will had been described as an abuser by police. That person was doubly wrong for taking the law into her own hands to control the people and the outcome. The person who was in the legal field and was responsible for seeing the law was applied correctly, went along with her, knowing knew what he was doing was wrong and did it anyway, because he wanted her to get her way despite knowing she was merely being controlling and not fair. She completely ignored that a free adult has the right to control their own destiny; not be controlled by someone wanting to impose their own will over the situation and adult lives.
Not only was free will removed from the life of a grown person; it was for no good, valid, legal reason. It was purely vindictive. Giving someone a thank you gift to show gratitude and appreciation for kindness and extra care, cannot be called illegal and punish the giver and turn it into a reason to jail someone for 5 days and want them to suffer the terrors of being in a jail situation, chained like a murderer from head to toe and treated with disdain and given rags as underwear and clothes 2 sizes too small. I was so ill from MS, I could barely hold up my head and mostly had to rest it on the counter.
All the suffering to which I was exposed was merely because a self-centered woman did not like the fact that I gave her domestic partner gifts for his wonderful and very appreciated kindness that turned my life from nothing and sad to feeling I could pick myself up and go on, after my husband drowned and I went through a year of fighting a rare and dangerous cancer.
Only a person of absolutely no human compassion could knowingly subject a kind human being to the frightening and humiliating horrors of being dragged through 6 years + of (ill)legal cruelty and lies and then terrorized by a sadistic radiologist waving a long needle across the innocent victim's eyes, and then yanking out roughly chunks of flesh from my breast and waving them in vials in front of my eyes all while calling me selfish, greedy and saying I took things that belonged to other people (She only could have meant my doctor, who is a human being, NOT a THING, NOT A POSSESSION!) I understand why my doctor's local PD officer made reference to her as an abuser!) It also certainly does not take much thought to realize that someone who would ask a doctor to harm and terrorize a person in a sensitive situation such as possible breast cancer, is not mentally sound; nor is the person carrying out the terrorism against a patient mentally sound either. It has been a time of torment and horror. Those are sadistic, murderous people!
It makes me worry for my doctor and I think he is living in danger and needs to excape! He is a captive and needs to have freedom!
Saturday, January 22, 2022
PBMWBNH
I filed a complaint with K MS, so perhaps someone will actually do something helpful.
It made me feel worse, so I will lie down.
Sometimes when I feel bad/sick, I try and do more things, because I hate that something is holding me back. Please back me, we both need help.
IDKWIGO
I want you to only think of me as your advocate. I don't like the idea that you are at the mercy of someone who is known as violent; it worries me. I would like to know the details so I can crank up my anger even more I know that is why she brought out MP to lure me in and interrogate me and then attempted to get me to kill myself, you saved me; I know that. If I had you back me; then I should be able to get you freedom as well as myself. I have to say, I have been out of my zone. I am not used to people being so unreasonable and with murder on their minds. That is bizarre. Is it too much for people to treat others with respect? I guess.
TVSHOW
Watching on HULU, "Only Murders In The Building." (It is with Steve Martin, Martin Short and Salina Gomez). It is pleasant and somewhat humorous, but pretty enjoyable.
Steve Martin 's character has some interesting outlooks on certain relationships.
Friday, January 21, 2022
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