Wednesday, May 6, 2020
Tuesday, May 5, 2020
I don't understand why they are trying so hard to say I have cancer. I don't know if they realize that what they say to me doesn't make sense. I cannot trust them. Do they figure that people won't like me if they think I have cancer? Nothing is straightforward. Maybe they want to scare me off, or want to kill me during surgery. I don't know. Maybe if they keep not making sense, I will stay away and whatever it is will run rampant and I will die. The people are weird.
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John Denver
Posted April 29, 2014
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“Werner Erhard epitomizes for me what it is to be a human being. It is through my experience of him that I have most completely come to know myself.”– John Denver
John Denver first became involved with est in 1973 when he was 30 years old. Many of his lyrics are tributes to the ideas and awareness he gained through his experiences of himself through est. John Denver, along with Werner Erhard and Robert Fuller, was one of the founding members of the Hunger Project, a global movement with a vision and commitment to end hunger by organizing the necessary leadership, training, and education.
Werner Erhard and John Denver – The Tonight Show – 1973
Posted February 20, 2013
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Comments (2)Dealing With Upsets in Life
Posted April 27, 2011
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We’ve all had to deal with difficult people – sometimes they are a tyrannical boss or maybe a scheming coworker. And we have all have faced difficult situations – perhaps losing a job, having a child who is having difficulty at school, or losing a loved one. How we deal with it says a lot about who we are. The author of this article offers suggestions on how to deal with upset, as well as including this video from a 1973 episode of The Tonight Show with Werner Erhard and John Denver modeling it for us. Read more at the blog post at Life Sutra.
Werner Erhard on the Tonight Show with John Denver
Posted December 13, 2009
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Leave a commentJohn Denver Talks in an Interview About the Est Training
Posted January 16, 2008
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John Denver was a well known singer and songwriter in the 1970’s and 80’s and was a graduate of the Est Training. This video interview talks about his experience of the Est Training.
Among the other well known people who participated in the Est Training were, Cher, Yoko Ono Valerie Harper and Raul Julia.
Monday, May 4, 2020
I made a great tuna cake last night for dinner. It was big enough for me to save 1/2 for dinner today. It was just cheapie tuna, but it tastes like something of nice quality. I have organic veggie juice along with it. Yesterday I cut up a potato to go along with it, but I have not eaten all day and was too hungry to cook a potato. I put some organic spring mix and dijon mustard on it. Very nice!
I am watching a guy on YouTube doing a review on a room at the Ritz in Vienna and he gets discounts because he does hotel reviews. They are four letter reviews all beginning with F. He is funny because he is so plainly spoken, but I guess it appeals to young people, or any age people who are okay with F bombs, like me. I need to figure out a niche and do that kind of thing to travel low cost sometime. I would like to see a few places, if possible.
I also ordered some apricot oil. I am taking no chances, but I have been getting rather obsessed. Well, it is always nice to try anything that may prevent, or cure something. I hope the lumps will disappear and then no need for surgery. The really painful ones on top of my right thigh have gotten much, much smaller and no terrible pain I had.
I would like to experience this place at it's best, with all my extra clutter from my storage unit gone and your face here to see in person. I need to also get a few things fixed and carpet installed, or painted but otherwise it is ready for life and happiness, not the survival mode it has been in during the sad times. Nothing much was done. I just lost desire, or energy. I do look at the ocean at times and think how you would enhance the view. It is like that at night when I look at the stars and say my protection prayers for you. I worry that people will do bad things as time gets shorter. I do keep some people in authority apprised. I am not about to leave you completely vulnerable. The bad people need to know who will be nabbed should they try to harm you and steal your identity. I think some are spies. Take precautions. I am in the dark, but figure things out as much as I can. You are loved.
I just know if we can see each other again, we can be of support to each other and also have fun and laugh. I adore your sense of humor and all of the things in common. Plus, I just love to see you happy. It is lovely and heart warming. I feel like you are my closest person on Earth. I trust no one else like you and I cherish you. You are someone I cannot stand to know is sad, or frightened. I want to make you happy and well always.
I read that lipedema is nearly exclusively a woman's disease; so I am thinking a component of a lump could be estrogen and ? Could they possibly be mistaking it for cancer? I was thinking maybe a biopsy should be taken of one that is not near the breast and see if it comes up with the same reading as being cancerous too? The biopsy process is not fun, but I would be willing to do it to get information. The med I am taking right now is actually helping to reduce the size of the lipedema lumps and some have actually disappeared! I think there could end up being a kind of "formula" worked out so that the med is taken full force to make the lumps disappear, then figure out a way to keep them gone, but allowing women to have some form of natural hormone replacement that does not bring them back. It would be an interesting experiment. I read also that lipedema is underdiagnosed. I have been brushed off by many doctors just from physical judging, "Lose weight you'll feel better." Some would not even come into the exam room. They would just say that and walk away. It is very hurtful. The stigma of weight needs to be removed, because, one way, or another there is a cause; it could be a psychological reason, or medical physically, but either way, women (and men) with weight issues deserve better treatment. I think an entire clinic could be devoted to weight matters and their cause, not just a "one size fits all" kind of weight loss plan. It could be listed as an insurance covered medical issue. It is preventative, or could help remedy some health harming diseases like diabetes, heart attacks, strokes, etc. It would save insurance companies money down the line. "An ounce of prevention...."
I cannot trust any K people because of the absolutely rough and cruel way I was treated by Dr. Moon. It scared the crap out of me. I worry that if I had surgery done unobserved, I might not live through it. I still have concerns that it is merely lipedema, just as I have always had. I asked the doctor (surgeon) to write a letter for me as per the diagnosis; she did, but put a lot of "judgy" stuff in it, without taking into consideration of my other issues. My issues are basically "invisible" and don't affect me as far as I can tell; I think they just affect tests. I think too many doctors don't really listen to their patients, or try and put 2+2 together. Some just shove drugs on them. I know of at least one amazing, kind doctor who DOES listen!
Sunday, May 3, 2020
I have no idea. Maybe I am okay, maybe not. All I know is that I cannot have anything invasive done w/o someone to observe. I will just have nothing done, if that is how it must be. This is a travesty. No one should be terrorized while having healthcare attended to. How can I trust anyone? Why is this being done? This is the most insane bunch of people. So unprofessional! So immature!
Saturday, May 2, 2020
So, when the courts open again, the person who actually did this to me, will have a lot to explain.....Crime doesn't pay! She was trying to hide, but managed to do the opposite. One apology, instead of having her followers abuse me mentally and physically, would have gotten to me, but now, forget it. It will be out of my hands. I am a reasonable person, but I suffered for 5 years, that was too much.
Everyone deserves freedom to live the life they want and to have a friend who will help them achieve it, no matter what. I am sure you have been the one to bear a lot of responsibility, without a lot of gratitude shown back. I'd say you have done a monumental job of it. Time for you to have the fun of your choosing.
I am hanging in there to keep him safe, if I can. I keep people apprised. I am concerned about his safety primarily. If no one is going to be sincere with me, all I can do is go by instinct and belief. I will never let him down, unless they kill me. I will try to not let that happen, but they may have already implanted something in me.
Friday, May 1, 2020
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Because of Guasco, I may still go to jail. He lied on a police complaint and then he purposely had it sent to my old address and it went into a warrant. So, now, I face jail....again.
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My defense is to explain what happened and who did it.
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My defense is to explain what happened and who did it.
I remember ages ago when I had mentioned that I had breast lumps and I was advised to go to my OBgyn, so I did, but it was nothing except more of the lipedema lumps I had elsewhere. I do not understand why now, suddenly, any are cancerous, or in the pit area. Nothing makes sense. All I know is that I do not want to mess up a wait period. It seems suspicious that suddenly all Hell broke loose. I AM going to get a second opinion. I just have to pay for it myself.
- First I was told K would pay, now, suddenly, they say no. Is ANYTHING AT ALL consistent there?
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